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Sabtu, Mac 29, 2014

Study here at DTS?METC..minggu orientasi





well,as always..assalamualaikum semua..
readers,stalkers(ahahaha..cam adoo) and friends..

aq nak bagi tahu sekarang ni aq da habis minggu orientasi. bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu tu,meh sini aq nak kasi tahu. aq sekarang ni dalam proses nak improve english skill in order to accomplish my ....ugh study here at dts metc for engginering of aircraft..ugh aq baru je habis exam EPT .result pun da dapat..cuba teka aq masuk group 1 ke group 2?aq masuk group2..kan aq ni tak reti english sangat weyh..kuciwa masa dapat result tu..reading 4.0,listening 1.0,writing 2.0, and yg lagi satu tu pun 2.0.






aq dekat sini tinggal dekat apartment ara dekat subang. dalam satu apartment tu ada 5 orang. seorang senior.tahun depan akak Alia tu dah nak habis study dekat metc.maybe dy akan practikal pula dekat Mas..dapat lesen..and so on...

meh sini,aq nak citer pasal housemate aq 3 orang ni..seorang tu taiko kl gangster..ahahaha
nama dia Ayuni Zafirah..kitorang panggil dia Zafirah..dia yang suruh panggil macam tu even dia 19 tahun.tua setahun dari kitorang.

the second one is Jannah . tu nama yang kitorang panggil dia. dia ni duduk dengan akak senior tu. actually roomate dia tak datang daftar.budak tu budak TLT. kitorang 3 orang TAME.. budak TLT tu da gi uni lain kot. maybe dapat tawaran belajar yang lagi baik? question2...budak jannah ni single lagi ye..tapi aq tatau la dia available ke tak..kalau korang nak berkenalan dengan dia cakap dekat aq.nanti aq inform dekat dia.hehehe

the third one is miss nik..dulu dia belajar dekat matrik..kalau tak slah aq la. budak ni pun baik juga. kalau korang nak kenal dengan dia cakap dekat aq..nanti aq kasi tahu dia. dia single ke? entah..aq tatau..haha

budak-budak ni suka kacau aq..aq nak mengadu ni..hohoho
 oke lah..aq just harap korang dapat doakan aq berjaya dapat lesen dekat sini..
aq rasa hidup kat sini akan tough..like the pensyarah(staff kot)


okey lah..penn off now..assalamualaikum... 

Life could be fun N COULD BE SUCK.. but they always cover ur back..its friends

assalamualaikum..

Hi there.. We meet again after such a long time. Haha,kill me for that. I'm kinda busy lately..
Since 1.9.2013 my life has been changed. Im a big girl now! Yeah recently , one numbered have been add up on my age.. Officially now I am nineteen years old lady.. Heekkk,nope. I'm not a lady. Maybe someday I would be. Here I think today..I mean tonight I would only do some flashback about my life so far. Okay!
Before,I kind of 'keep to myself' kind of person. Now, I think I've become someone who is a loud person. Yeah, I act like I dont care what would the boys think or say. Like i'm in my own room. My safe place. I laugh hard even at the small thing. I dont know, maybe my classmates and friends had make me feel comfortable around them.  I feel like they're my family. I trust them. Before, I would always think about what people have in their mind about me. Like, are they judging me right now? Heck,I put people first before myself. Even it hurts me a lot. Someone that I know said to me. Who's life is this? Is this about them? about those people? I , being me myself just shook all those word away from mylife. clever,right?

many and many kind of people i've been met in mylife. who i should talk about ,huh?
how bout my lovely classmates? should i?

there this human being. like to walks around. haha,ive counting how many times that human walk around my area.. its kind of funny and quite amusing.. yeah, i think he's happy with his habits..let it beee~

theres this one human like to talk about protein. i think if someone give him a gim he would jump into the sky..
one person who can resemble an animal.. a cute little koala bear. he likes to sleep in class..sometimes i would do the same thing. when i find the lesson are too boring.

A mate to the koala is another person. bcoz he likes to sleep everytime the bored lesson start. he has been given a warning from the instructor but still keep doin it..its kind of funny~
someone like to sing sometimes.. too bad he sound like reading a poet. that is what one of my friend said. but, he still doin it. n also he sleep in the class sometimes.. HA HA

looks like everyone sleep during the lesson. betcha would do the same thing if u r in our shoes.


this creature adore his hair a lot. that is what we think. he keep taking care of the hair. i always smile if i caught him doin that habit. hehe

this one the lovey one. he care about the people that he love too much . sometimes he's happy. sometimes he is unhappy.. i dont really know what is it his problem.. Keep it quiet.
this guy like to make someone angry. he say stupid word that make people wantt to kill him several time. lucky this country got a lots of law.

this one speak english everytime. but if he talk in malay.. its sounds funny to me. it kind of BAKU. someone sholud give him a certificate.. malay forget how its feel to speak true word like him.. credit to this guy.. i really mean it.

guys i think i should pen off now. already tired here! maybe someday i would continue this personality impression about my classmates..

BTW, to those reader if one of u r my classmates.. please dont get offend with this stuff.. im truly being honest and not trying to humilate u guys here.. i loveeee u guys so much.. like a bucket of flower.. i will throw u away when u get wit..hehe kidding..maa~

bai2 everybody.. kiss and hugs for u..but only for girl..
please dont change ur gender..haha oke quit talking nonesense..

BYEEEEE

XOXO (Uweeeks)



Isnin, Julai 29, 2013

Ahad, Julai 28, 2013

hari raya dan puasa ehehe

Assalamualaikum..

gengs~ selamat berpuasa..(dah pertengahan bulan pun.ehehe) dan selamat hari raya yang akan datang..
exited tak korang bile dengar ayat nak raya ni?kalau tanya aku la an..i've no ideas..masa belum start puasa tadi aq bukan main semangat nak raya..okey,tak baik korang gelakkan aq. aq masih lagi ada budak-budak side dalam diri ni.ehem..even aq dah 18 tahun.. bile ingat 18 tahun ni plak apa yang naik dekat kotak fikiran korang.. macam ni ke?

1. Aku dah beso!!
2. boleh dah kahwen ni..jangan berangan ye!
3. Nak sepak muka budak yang berlagak senior..haha,oke aq tak berani nak buat.
4. berlagak jadi budak jahat?
5. Aku kena jadi matang! or,esok je~dan esoknya..dan esoknya..
6. adakah aku sudah boleh bercinta?hahahahaha(gelak jahat + pervert)
7. Yay! sudah bebas! i can fly to ...Paris? walaweyh ade apa kat paris tu naz? Jepun lagi best ape? (Paris ade AD. kau ade?)
8. Aku kena takut ke sekarang? welcome to the new world!-said the tumbelina..


Hah...oke tu maybe list yang tak berapa nak masuk dek akal..sile jangan ambik serius.. Aq sekarang ni busy mendaownload running man..rasa macam dah fall in love with joong kok je..hak3,kalau la aq jumpe orang yang se'cool cam dia..oh my boleh melt right away...macam ais orang letak atas piring parabola.. atau pun coklat atas kuali..



then,see yaa again..pen off now!

Isnin, Mei 27, 2013

SMK mengkarak-going there


Assalamualaikum..hi gengs
Time aq tulis entry ni aq tengah siap-siap nak check in hostel.yep,aq akan tinggal di asrama. Aq akan start bersekolah di sekolah menengah kebangsaan mengkarak. Gud luck for me.
Another thing.aq pun tak sure wether aq stay kat mengkarak forever until graduate kea atau aq sambung belajar dekat akademi laut Alam. Aq memang berharap dapat belajar kat situ.even since aq baru form 3 to form4 aq dah semangat nak wat betul-betul spm ni and diterima masuk ke Alam.
You know,the problem is my dad didn’t feel like I would do good in there..dia kata kalau belajar dekat sana kena thougf..kena kuat mental dan fizikal. Beside,Alam ni pulak jauh dari rumah dan aku pulak seorang perempuan. Ayah aq tu kecoh sangat. Aq tahu la dia risau kan aq tapi fikir lah juga apa impian aq.
Ye,aq tahu Alam tu ramai lelaki perempuan sikit.thats the challenge. Korang semua mesti aware kat mana saja korang belajar mesti ada cabaran. So,kalau aq pun nak achive kejayaan aq mesti hadapi semua tu. Aq pun bdoa juga yang aq boleh bertahan dan ingat Allah selalu. Aq pun manusia biasa.kadang-kadang timbul gak idea-idea tak masuk dek akal. So,aq harap aq dapat buat pilihan yang terbaik. Wether Alam or form6….now,just let it flow..
Gengs,hidup kat asrama mesti adventure gak kan. Aq tak sabar ni nak masuk asrama..boleh gossip malam2 dengan kawan2 macam dulu-dulu. Time tu kan aq sekolah agama al khairiah..ecey,aq gossip pun tak ada lah melampau kay..jangan fikir negative sangat cik kak or cik abang oi! Aq masih lagi remaja yang suka buat kesilapan..oppss remaja yang terbuat kesilapan dalam hidup ni..

You know,umur yang banyak conflict dalam hidup aq adalah eighteen..ugh sweet 18..sweet la sangat..
Born day aq pun tak ramai yang ingat..kecik ati aq yang da sedia kecik sebab sebelah dah hilang..hahahahaha aq dah mula mengarut..got to go..bye2 for now..

Salam alaik..jangan nakal-nakal ye..[pesanan untuk kengkawan dan diri sendiri]

Jumaat, Mei 17, 2013

conflict in my 18th year

Assalamualaikum..

gengs,juat nak share perasaan aq yang kacau bilau..tak ada lah teruk mana pun..
aq tengah pening nak pilih ape..
its not about calon pakwe or suami okey..minta celik mata hati..dont make a conclusion by ur self..

ehemm,ni pasal tawaran sambung belajar..aq baru daftar form6 even dah kelewatan..feel gud bila urusan tu dah selesai separuh..sekarang ni aq dapat berita baik punye dan juga some disaster sebab aq perlu wat pilihan ..this is for my future..

penat gila siang tadi ke hulu ke hilir..take my sis n bro for outting ..dorang kan duduk hostel..adek aq jelah yang tak boleh balik.adik perempuan aq tu boleh balik..kitorang tawaf kedai sakan dengan tf tadi..cari barang..even aq pun nak tambah lagi barang untuk preparation.

hurm,when people tabur budi kita mesti akan rasa something bila perlu wat keputusan yang menghampakan orang tu.so, aq juga ada fikir pasal diri aq. keluarga aq juga..


i would choose form six over uitm that i got..so hard with others sacrifices..i feel so sorry for them when i had to let them down..

and i also got Alam inteviu..i might be..hope so.. this 29hb..please pray for me.. i would remind my self to do a homework for that inteviu like my friends says..well,thanks to him. you're really help...


to break people feeling sure doesnt suit me..really,i mean it..im really sorry for that group yg dah tolong aq masa inteviu arkitek dekat jengka haritu..

apa yang korang tak tahu,even pengarah uitm tu sendiri escort n hantar aq..then,i have to let their hope down to see me study there,...

there so much dificulties..so sorry
gome ne~
Biane~
maaf~

STORY IN MY PAST LIFE




Hi friends!
I start writing this stuff by Microsoft word because I always get hang by ideas .so, here we go…
This story I named as Airport Boy.

                There’s  a time that you will meet people and left them. There’s also a time where you meet people and get stuck with them forever in your life. You must think I’m crazy if I say that I fall in love with stranger when I was only in six grades. Oh my childhood year. But , he is in the first category which is I met and lose forever. I was on school trip that time. It’s for only some student not every student can follow on this trip.
                Let’s just get to the important place. It’s an airport. A very big airport. How did I met him? Can you guess for a moment? Oh, you’re such bad in guessing thing. Now, stop cause I will tell you how it happen. It’s not a big deal. Now that I think this story is just silly. And for me to tell you must be a very stupid ideas.
        

        For a very long trip without a stop at any rest place and I was too shy to ask for out from the bus. Yeah, for nature calling. You can guess that. Your are so brilliant! Okey,forget about that ‘important thing’. Get back to the main issue. I and several student went to toilet as soon as we arrived at the airport. Hah,you know the toilet full and doesn’t have much cubicle or place, what ever you call that thing is. So, we line up for a turn. Why did they always use so much time doing that ‘thing’? the chaperons were already called us. The trip must get going soon. Then,its my turn. After I finished,I went out. There’s no one that I know at the outsides. They all had left me behind. I was so afraid. I walk fast from the toilet and searching with my eyes. That time, I’m not  wearing a spectacle because I’m not having an eye issue yet. Not until I was in high school on the first year.
                While searching my eyes caught a figure. Its him. He sit in the corner and I think he’s watching me. First, I just ignore and keep looking for my friend and school member. I can’t find them!  I think I’m gonna cry in any minute. I keep my tears and start walking, I keep looking. As what I remember,my eyes meet him more than two times. My feeling was dull and I never think that he will keep bother my mind until now. Every time I remember him,I would question my self. Is this a FATE? Why I keep hoping that I would meet him , again.
                The very stupid thing is, I walk away from that corridor and keep looking then I found them. All my school friends and teacher. Oh, why they leave me in the first place? Am I that invisible for them to not waited for me? Now a thing named shame takes my face. When I remember how lost I am that time and with some stranger stare at me. That was so disaster. A nightmare! And also, I never knew how does he looks like. Because that time my mind was busy searching and pull other things a side.
                Now I just want to say…… Where are you now AIRPORT BOY?Will we meet again in future? I just want to ask you some stupid question. One of them is….Why you keep bothering my Mind and sometimes MY HEART??
               


p/s: sorry for grammar or writing mistake..