LONER

Assalamualaikum..

I dont know what to do..
even though i said that im okay..actually im not...
I keep forgetting how i was before.. i forget about my ownself. its not that im having an amnesia..it just i forget how to become those lonely girl anymore.. u might think this is cool. thats mean that im not lonely anymore..well its not.

This is why im afraid to be open. when im already comfortable around people then i will fall hard when the time comes..ughh..Skreww all those feelin.


suddenly it remind me of him...my friend which is now my ex friend..why does people have to do this thing ..is that really necessary? Why cant we dealt with our feelin in a mature ways?WHY??? man u r sooo stupid..di i ever told u that?

Well just hope that u become the best seafarer ever..u remember i will always by ur side even though u r soo annoying in this entire life..glad that u think that we r enemy now..one day u might understand why i did those thing. hope its not too late for u...



N now..take about lonely..i kind of feel it right now..i feel empty..even there's people around me a lot.
I dont know how to communicate anymore..kind of i immerse in my own world..which are my thoughts..

i think maybe its the weekend. today is sunday..i think that is why i feel like this? Yeah maybe..